Moving Mad

Am from somewhere somewhere Stuck in here nowhere Your lips and eyes and laugh and cries Everything makes me one more step down Deep down drowning in the thoughts Are Crying inside on my own These silent voices becoming louder Shouting in my head Asking why I can’t possess you Why I haven’t confess to you There you are in another’s arms Feeling for an only night stand Me here dreaming of you Holding my breath with shaking hands Regretting why I didn’t come first to you Why did i let my mind blow for you Am from somewhere Stuck in here nowhere Your gaze and blinks and winks and amazing lies Everything trying to prove me a stupid And make me vulnerable in life This vulnerability making me insane And questioning me why Why you are not here to pull me out Why you are not even trying to help me out This feels drowning in the sand Cause you not always need water to drown Cause you not always want words to convey Cause you not not always want to remain an understanding one Am from somewhere somewhere Stuck in here nowhere nowhere Tired of acting, behaving and pretending fake Yeah am running away from you only for my sake Because you’re a stupid who don’t understand the words And am even more stupid who understands the words which was never said.