Mother's Day

I've been dreading it for a while,
now. Well it's that time of year,

and so every time I go to the grocery store
and see all the cards and little gift

bags, I feel like I've come this close
to losing my ever-living-mind.

I recall my first car crash - in an
instant, watching the car in front of

me get closer and closer, slamming
the breaks even though I know they

won't be enough, and thinking
"this is going to hurt". It feels that

way again, only slow this time,
frame-by-frame. I'll buy her

a card this year, and maybe a box
of chocolates, and I'll lay them

by her grave, regretting all the
horrible things that she loved me

in spite of.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2012

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Palmer Avatar
November 21, 2012 at 11:25 AM
sad Chad,the feeling is deep
Grisetti Avatar
April 13, 2012 at 1:18 PM
A beautifulo tribute poem - it brought tears to my eyes. i miss my mother, too.
Wood Avatar
April 13, 2012 at 1:25 PM
thank you for reading :) Happy to have made that connection.
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