More Than Child's Play

Eyes of envy jealous of my life blind to tears I hide Eyes seeing happiness as I cuddle with him camouflaging pain within Eyes reading words that I've typed How I wished them right Eyes un-believing this you can't be seeing my wrists still bleeding Sitting in black silence at a funeral everyone looking back Hard for you to imagine the smiles, joy, and laughter was my faked ever-after No one's to blame pretending isn't just a child's game.