Monster

MONSTER

Shackles nor chains, can't change what it is.....
Never was it, the one hiding under the bed, 
It was me, tired of it getting inside my head
.... I can still feel, the groping at my feet,
Pulling me from under the sheet,
A victim to your personality 
Nothing can, uninstall these walls
--- Walls of bricks, that can't be taken down

On the night, I've learned of your return 
My bones began to shiver, as they too shudder,
   remembering every black tinge feeling left behind. 
Before the bricks, your filth put my innocence into your victim's box
Without a voice, I fell with no one to rescue me...
Sometimes, I wondered who else had to look into its heinous eyes
Nights without security, you crept in' with every morning cry
With nowhere to hide, I found myself constantly victimized.  

Nefarious, at my bedside, how did I manage to survive?
Unwanted communication, stole my youthfulness away,  
So young, yet persistent diabolical stories hide inside
Bones turned into a tomb of stones
Decayed and withered years, never to be unveiled
Some stain will never wear off or be forgotten
The monster, I once helped shut down,
Soon to return on another bedside,
Now, someone else will close their eyes, 
   And hear the monster's whisper, "Shh, don't tell, or else!"

And just to think for a moment I felt safe,  the air felt different
Now, I feel dirty all over again, 
No one can fix or put the ease back to sleep.....
Just as long as it still LIVES'

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#Monsters Living in Our Society 
#Let's take them down one by one
Copyright © | Year Posted 2018

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Kendrick Avatar
September 21, 2026 at 3:56 AM
Yes, child abuse and wife or girlfriend abuse still happens in our modern world and also some women abuse men. Sara K.
Keshavarz Amandi Avatar
August 9, 2023 at 7:11 PM
Great poem, thanks for sharing
Rogers Blk Panther Avatar
December 24, 2022 at 10:58 AM
Hey Linda. Moments have a way of transporting us back to The pass we tried to escape With a thought. HAPPY HOLIDAYS Linda.
Peterson Avatar
May 28, 2021 at 9:07 PM
Monsters and monstrosities lurk around every turn and corner of our lives. Only through exposure to nature and with the guidance and nurturing of dear friends can life's meaning return and somehow make it all worthwhile. Your poem is devastating. We look towards others with trust and confidence only to see it all betrayed. I sometimes think that we are a failed species.
Mcconnell Avatar
June 6, 2020 at 9:33 AM
Another amazing piece from you Linda, great imagery and expression. Hope you're well and keeping safe. Blessings always,Gordon
Johnson-Saunders Avatar
May 25, 2020 at 9:21 PM
The raw emotion and pain in your words gave me chills, Linda! I'm hoping I'm going to be reading a new poem from you soon. I was pleasantly surprised by your visit tonight. I also just returned to PS a few days ago. It's A LOT quieter than it used to be...I hope you and your family are safe and well:) xx Rhonda
Marcum Wong Avatar
May 25, 2020 at 2:41 PM
Welcome back to Poetry Soup Linda! I hope you are well and happy. Blessings, Connie xxoo
Bell Avatar
May 18, 2020 at 1:21 AM
I can relate and I will try my best.
Valletta Avatar
May 5, 2020 at 5:41 AM
WOW
Foli Avatar
March 27, 2020 at 2:14 AM
Hey Linda, it has been long. A great poem, I enjoyed reading. Keep them coming my friend. Cheerio!!!!!
Lamoureux Avatar
March 8, 2020 at 9:49 AM
Nice to see you back at the soup. Hugs Rick.
Lamoureux Avatar
January 7, 2020 at 7:51 AM
Dropping by with a hi and a hug. Also Blessingsfor 2020
Peterson Avatar
January 1, 2020 at 10:54 AM
Dearest Linda, Stopping by to wish you the happiest of times in this New Year! Mark
poemtheart Avatar
January 1, 2020 at 12:14 AM
Nicely written piece and your wording was great. I enjoyed this...! plz keep sharing & writing :)
Scott Avatar
November 12, 2019 at 10:24 AM
like your poem linda as ive always said you have great expression I am sorry that you have been hurt usually bullies are bullied them self's its a horrible feeling that a lot of people are still subjected to this hope you are well not been on soup since 2017 as was very ill in hospital hope you are back on here soon David Scott xxx
Thompson Avatar
October 29, 2019 at 4:38 PM
Well written piece Poet..Always find your writing to be very creative and emotionally driven. Great job my friend, great to see you are still at it. Best Wishes, Jess
Bunch Avatar
October 21, 2019 at 2:39 AM
Hello you still writing?
Situation Avatar
October 8, 2019 at 5:58 PM
"Shs don't tell" tells it all. That all I have to say about that.
Ball Avatar
September 24, 2019 at 7:25 AM
A fine write my friend. Let the fiend know he has not completely destroyed you and you are no longer afraid. All bullies are cowards at heart and if we fight them they will go away. they may try to intimidate you at first but when they see the more they try to hurt you the more you will fight they have to give up. See they prey on the helpless for a reason. Great job. God Bless, JB
Carter Avatar
July 17, 2019 at 8:57 PM
I think you're write was beautiful Monster made me feel as though, whatever was broken is now restored. I just want to say thank you this poem had made my day.
Peterson Avatar
July 2, 2019 at 9:22 AM
People walking around with their blank facades or shivering within a smoke-filled bubble surrounding their head. We don’t see in. They can’t see out. O pitiless, remorseless world that daily ignores the death of innocence and suffers the ignoble to prevail. Awaken one day to the beauty and love surrounding you.
Thompson Avatar
June 22, 2019 at 6:17 AM
Damn PD ur not holding back thats good Loved it keep it up
Dalei Avatar
April 17, 2019 at 1:31 PM
This monster taken away Linda from poetry soup. We should give our best effort to rescue her from him and hope we will be successful. With love.........//Manmath//
Lamoureux Avatar
April 12, 2019 at 8:23 AM
Poetry soup is less tasty without you here.
The Heavy Hearted Poet Avatar
March 30, 2019 at 5:06 PM
Hi there... long time no talk This piece blew me away.. so real..so raw.. Thank you for letting us in.
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