Monster
If I told you would you listen
If i told you would you perceive me as a monster
If I told you would you go and judge
My unborn beautiful daughter
I'm warmhearted
With the potential to get even hotter
But why bother
I chose not to
And from that I'm perceived as moody
Keep you on your toes
It's my destined duty
A couple mean mugs and blank faces
I keep a handful in my Arsenal
Funny voices and laser looks
What is this a carnival
If I told you would you scrutinize
Feed me tables and lustly lies
I'm willing to explain it to you
Here I lie
Wide open and ready
If I have the tenacity to tell you
Would you brush it off and forget me
If I told if I told you
And the sad thing is that I already did
And you just looked at me in disgust and called me an immature little kid
Should i explain the blank faces and acratic attitudes
It would be easy to bloop on you with all my feelings
But I dare be a different dude
Is it worth being exposed emotionally
Do I want my feelings all up in the nude
I know all about you down to your ankles, diabetes, And glaucoma
Next Ima find out you have tumors
Thought you could shoot me down with rumors
But I chose to shoot you down with silence
And that really got your panties in a bunch
Really baffled your bloomers
See if I told you
You would use it as amo
People are F'd up
And I know you would stoop that low
If I told you
Which I have and I thought I was being sensual not stupid
I'm tired of going through it
Lord Jesus Lewis
Blank faces is my cover and I'm proud to be the author
You won't even bother to read my 1st page
I guess I'm the perceived monster
What do you have amnesia
The most important time that I need ya
You say I need to drink to help me think
I'm not even old enough to look at a margarita
Let alone buy one
I'm shutting down
My words are all gone
You ddnt listen
I learned my lesson
Now everybody is asking what's wrong
And I can't stand partakers meddlin
Ima start holding stuff in
My faces are an outcry
This is not for play play or pretend
Do you think I put on a mask
Just listen just listen
That's all I asked
I thought you was gunna understand
Am I kinda unique
No no no
I'm a monster I'm a freak
Don't even hand me a tissue
When you see a tear hit my cheek
Let it fall
Cause that's what my hopes just did
I reached out to you and you hid
I reached out for the box of tissues
And you attempted to reach my heart
Access denied
To you I cried
And you crawled
I told you
And away you shyed
My hopes and heart died
And you tried to resuscitate
Get those clamps off of me
You're a little too late
Ugh
Copyright © Johnny Williams | Year Posted 2016
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