Monotonous Moment

There is a shattered singular second of life stabbing the solar plexus inside me. Holding on to the past is adding more fuel to the raging inferno. Deep inside the anguish cries go unanswered. Failure seems to be stamped all over my face. I am seeking solitude so silent that you can hear a pin drop. I am trying to quiet the negative conscious thoughts streaming through my mind. So I can move on to bigger and better plateaus. I know that every time I hesitate, I will only add more grief to my existence. Finding the silver lining in all of this is easier said than done. Fiery passion fixating on a new futuristic endeavor is my desire. To this end I will break out of the monotonous moment.