Mixed Emotions

People can say that they “Love You” thousands of times. You say it back and forth, like it supposed to keep you together. You fight here and there. You keep on trying to fix things between you. What you see as nagging others see as compassion. I tried to show you how you should be treated. But you have never had it given to you throughout your life. Your use to the hate that was given to you when you were younger. Now that you’re older it covers all your emotions. You don’t know the difference anymore. You push away the ones who are there for you. Leaving them high and dry. Moving them from the main priority to the last and the bottom. You’re quick to Fill that hole of pain with the first hand that hand that comes. Tearing their heart to shreds and having them wondering how long this has been going on. Then they realize what they are worth and how much you hate to see them move on. They don’t move on with another hand in life. They move on with self-love and make the hardest move. They leave and don’t ever look back. Cause they are tired of these Mixed Emotions.