Mistakes and Repercussions

I've accepted the repercussions, From my choices to my actions. Forgiving myself and moving on, Replaced my pain with satisfaction. The biggest mistake that I had made, Was putting all of my trust in you. Not realizing what a crook you are, Made my worst nightmare come true. I made it back from hell with you, From 3rd ward to your convictions. We lost everything I never owned, And gained not 1 but 2 evictions. I know God kept me safe & sound, As I wandered in the dark alone, Without His word & guiding light, My heart became as hard as stone. I lived so long with a concrete soul, Pain replaced my well known smile. All I wanted was to be happy again, Even if it was only for a little while. Drugs induced a temporary happy, Followed by thoughts of suicide. Dark dictation arose the question, Would anyone notice if I had died? I knew my sons would miss me, They love their mom so much! Unknowingly they rescued me, From that demon's evil clutch! I picked myself up off the floor, And flew as fast as I could fly. To the ones I held responsible, The two reasons I did not die! I've accepted the repercussions, From my choices to my actions. Forgiving myself and moving on, Replaced my pain with satisfaction.