Mistakes

Looking across the dark night, I try , to know my mistakes, To know why I'm here ,to know why my life shakes. Nothing seems to go right ,everything is still the same , yet in my foresight ,I tremble to smile again. Lost count of the stars ,as well as the tears falling by, singing to the tune of, lone birds in the sky. All efforts seem to go in vain, as I cry and breakdown, trying to search that hand to wipe my tears and frown. Missing every past moment, of joy as well sorrow, uncertainties hanging above, graving over my tomorrow . Losing every hope I had ,I close my eyes in emptiness , listening to the empty silence ,tortured by loneliness. I dream of the day, the day sun would rise, make me feel good ,and my mistakes I may realize.