Mistakes

Writing again I attempt to let this go And words come again I feel them flow Finally able to attempt to release Down so far I'm on my knees The weight hasn't lifted so still I withdraw My insides dissipating it continues to gnaw Can't sit idle and let it win I won't lay down and let it end Fight I must because I love them so If only I'd quit ing up then they would know.. I try so hard but always make the mistakes The ones that allow no give and only takes Errors that cause the only ones I love to distance I know the fault but have no resistance.. Over and over I try again But my confidence is dwindling Just one more moment one more chance So their life I can enhance I've been told that my errors only up me And that may surely be My life is the only one that I flaw A hard realization after all But still I allowed it to sink in very deep What I sow is what I reap.. Mistakes I continue to make therefore I pay What more can be said what more can I say I keep taken their hearts even as I hear them break When will I ever learn and stop all the mistakes