Misread, Mislead Female

Live in peace to anyone who has ever lost me/ Rest in peace to anyone who has died in me/ She said.../ Thought giving my broken heart/ Y'all would token like art/ And paint my monochrome soul, maybe... keep me embedded/ Sorry for the miseducation I missed to attend/ Apologies for the misunderstanding I hissed not to offend/ See, I'm like the Sun, I do know of my way around/ Day and night... carrying the burden to never break, I did now, and light is entering through the cracks, please sorry don't be confound/ I was and still, the anxious being that fed others with my love when their eyes were tearing with rage/ In tears, her eyes were in love with insomnia, I know what it is to water another life in the garden... 'til the roots harden... and love without touch, and give much... I'm an aging sage/ I have trained myself to hold my breath underwater/ Burying the thought of you wouldn't drown/ Baring the thought of you wouldn't down.../ Or in that order/ Sorry, if I gave you impure impressions about myself/ Worry, if I have insure aggressions I need some help/ I'm a misread female sometimes/ I'm a mislead female sometimes/ Still, I find my way out of the belly of the beast/ Until, I climb my way out of the hole I'm decreased/ Love I give when I'm breaking/ Trust I leave in the hands of others even through the aching/ In search of my best self, to understand/ I scratch the past shelf, for me to expand/ I am the misread book/ I am the mislead look/ Still, I am a female.../