Misdirection

all my problems are my own fault it burns like an open wound with some salt getting caught doing my dirt then going to court with stains on my shirt but thats how it is no matter what i gotta handle my biz my goal is to be rich but i'll never suceed cuz i cant let go of my greed i need something much more solid but i cant call it so im just gonna let it go cuz i really dont know who i am yo wheres my fam they put me in foster care cuz they didnt give a damn and neither do i but every night i cry myself to sleep but you will never hear a peep because im ashamed that ive been a slave to worldly ways