Mirror

When I look in the mirror I see
A girl fragile
Red and pale splotches
Tears streaming down her cheeks
That girl is not me

This world seeks non of me
The smell of old strawberries and perfume
Old dogs and pollution
Fresh cut grass and wet bathing suites

My failures reek
My depression seeps
The smell of not showering 
I can barely get out of bed

All of these screwed up memories 
Mess up my head
More than the crap they did
He did
She did

When I look in the mirror
I see a girl 
Longing to let go
But so stuck
The attention from him
Never flowed

He could never care
Not like he did about those drugs

When I look in mirror 
I see reminders of him
All the punches he
Forced onto my skin

I chuckled and laughed
Not knowing it would lead down a 
Much darker path
I was just sending it all away
Until i read my letter from that day

When I look in the mirror I skills
Non should know
Yet still at 13 and below I learned

Goodbye 
I have better things 
I could do with my life
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Agustin Avatar
January 20, 2023 at 4:46 AM
Thanks for sharing this... exposing your thoughts through your unique poetic style. Welcome to Poetry Soup. I welcome you with the love of the Lord, expressed by John 3:16 of the Bible, "For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life." God bless you.
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