Mind and Then the Body (Christmas 2009)

Christmas Day 2009, I went to see my grandma for what I'm sure will be the last time, I enter the code and into the door, Into the lift to the second floor, Past the T.V room and an eerie feeling tilted and odd, The folks in Christmas hats are all on the nod, The smell of a cheap roast n the stench of getting old, And my grandma mumbles that the rooms too cold, She wants to go for a walk but she doesn't know where, She doesn't remember who I am... It doesn't seem fair that she was once smart, feisty and bold, Ive never, not once, thought I'll get that old.. Cant take it, Don't want to see it, the guilt, my grandma all alone, She lost her mind, her bodies going and it all stated in an old peoples home.