Michael

confined to a room
propped up on pillows
lies an emaciated figure
beard and long hair
like Jesus he does not believe in

tender in suffering
no doubt barely sustained
by a saline drip 
and morphium tablets
he politely accepts 
small portions of food
he possibly wants
or not as the end of life
as he knows it has neared

a father husband brilliant mind
now reduced to drifting in
and out of consciousness

being a doctor must make 
hanging on more difficult
when science and feelings mix
with enduring and pain

his daughter reads him
small verses by Edward Lear
which he himself shared with her
when she was a child
all of a sudden laughter
barely audible but powerful
fills the room and his eyes
fill with both sadness and joy

no one has the right
nor the power to define
quality of life
but memories and words
are medicine when
storm clouds of emotion
entice reason and orthodox therapy
to take a bow and quiet retreat
Copyright © | Year Posted 2022

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Baker Avatar
September 15, 2022 at 3:37 PM
I've only read five, but your poems are best as you close. Wisdom and thoughts are dangled for us to ponder. I like that. Have a great week, my friend. Bill
Neumann Avatar
September 16, 2022 at 1:21 AM
Thank you Bill. I had quite a long rest from writing, but now I am rearing to go once more. Lots of wishes to you, Kai
Fowler Avatar
September 4, 2022 at 8:36 AM
Oh so moving and powerful Kai. A struggle so valiant yet knowing it will come when it will come. Thank you for sharing such an intimate piece. Linda
Fowler Avatar
September 13, 2022 at 6:16 AM
My condolences Kai. Linda
Neumann Avatar
September 13, 2022 at 4:21 AM
Thank you Linda. Michael has passed now and his pain is gone. May he rest in peace. XXX
Radice Avatar
August 14, 2022 at 4:06 AM
Wow! This is one heck of a powerful piece Kai. Is the poem about you? (The 'Michael' had me guessing). I truly hope it's not. Is it about someone you know? Either or neither this is a superb piece of writing. Cheers - Gary
Neumann Avatar
August 14, 2022 at 9:40 AM
Hi and thank you. No, it is my wife's father who is slowly dying from cancer. We are visiting him in Canada and he is struggling to live and struggling to die. Lots of wishes, Kai
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