Mental Molestation

As I probe within the depths of my mind Searching for all there is to know about you little by little I discover the person you've become and the more I learn the more I forget. Now I am trapped within you surrounded by you comp heart races as I notice the changes little at first then growing into pain how did I get here? why did I come? I thought I knew you but now I see we lost touch long ago my life without you seems empty I look for you in my dreams when I close my eyes you looked close enough to touch and then you were gone why do all the people in my mind keep leaving me? am i not good enough for them? My mind wanders looking for sanity but I find nothing except an empty condom wrapper~