melancholia

Almost everyday there's another problem And I don't gotta therapist to help me solve them I don't tell no one this, but when I was young and blitz I'd cry alone and watch the flowers blossom I waste my time thinking about who? I can't sit here and pretend I'm not missing you Told myself before you pull that trigger, think it through Everytime I take a picture, I would think of you I've been falling but I'm in too deep I'd do anything to go back to when you were into me Take me to court I'd do anything for a plea I wanna go way back when you liked me for me Always wondering to myself am I wasting my teens Chasing a girl like she's one of my dreams People ask then, 'like why don't you tell her?' Can't just say, 'oh, it's like having my arteries severed' Can't hear shxt because my music full blast Didn't see it coming because my phone screen black Ask who she was like oh yeah, she passed She didn't really but she may aswell have I've been falling but I'm in too deep I'd do anything to go back to when you were into me Take me to court I'd do anything for a plea I wanna go way back when you liked me for me If there was anything I could do, I'd do it for you But that's like pulling the trigger, gotta think it through I hope from now every picture I take, it's including you