Me

Voices voices voices, Is all I hear when I'm in between the choices, Should I say this or that, I wouldn't even know cause yall would still be mad. I feel so pathetic, I feel sympathy for the people who are sick of me, I guess I was just too engulfed with the fake love they gave to me. I was being genuine, I was being me, I thought that's what the world wants me to be, but I guess I was just mean, Maybe I should just fake it, Like how everyone is making it. Maybe one day I'll master those tactics. I hate myself, I hate my fake self, I don't even know who I am anymore, Am I this or that, I'll never know cause I'd still be mad. Mad at myself cause I can't please everybody. Mad at myself cause I can't please this dummy; me. Shut up shut up shut up Is what I want to say to the ones that drowned me in that sorrow cup, Telling me what to be, Telling me how to be, When all I want to be is free. Just let me go is all I plea. Just let me be gone, And I promise I'll never spawn, I promise I'll let you guys be alone, With all your happy ever afters As I go chase the other fellas. I wanna die in the eyes of others, So I won't make any dirty smudges. But let me live in the eyes of me, So I can find the rest of my own key. Finding back my ways to the path God had created for me. I just wanna find back my sunny. Now where is the real me…