Maybe

No one knows how sad you are Till it's gone way too far. Till it comes out as anger Then you become the monster... Maybe, just maybe, instead of looking at me like I'm a piece of $#!^ Maybe see that my outbursts aren't just me throwing a fit. Maybe see that all that anger has been building up from the pain I feel Till I cant handle it. Cause instead of crying, I yell I turn pain into anger, then I raise hell. I can't control it, if you couldn't tell So while I'm at it, burn the bridges, might as well. And the only reason I stick around Is because there's a piece of me holding on to hope Hope that you'll someday finally see That I don't deserve the way you've treated me Maybe see that all this anger and rage Has been building up from feeling so much pain Everything that has happened keeps running through my brain I just want to know why so I can break this chain Cause instead of falling to pieces, I yell I'm tired of all the lies, if you couldn't tell It feels like everyone is under some spell Cause when I was on the edge, you pushed, I fell To be continued...