Mature

Well I just got slammed by my own thoughts How I write and how I talk I appreciate that more than you know You said I even need to mature more Well I just have a couple things to say Your absolutely right by the way I hope that brought some insight your way I play and a play and I always go all the way Off the deep ends of the earth trying to make people hurt for all they say and yes I just pee it away I am going to take what you and other people say And try to be mature in a better way I am very about it bitter about all the people not seeing the beauty in me They just take a look at my picture and turn run And I need to get over that and never look back But I still have all those knives stuck in my back I can't reach them all a lot of them are too deep in Where the heck do I began So I am going to man up and say that I am sorry Cocaine and me makes things blurry Yeah I was messed up for many many years And yesI did shed a lot of tears So I know now what I have to be Better than all of thy. I hope I am on my way to of getting "mature" I am just sure so glad you called me immature Now I can see the pettiness all up in my face And I thank God for your grace!