masterpieces

My average means I don’t have to take final exams. So my bachelor's degree is a finished product. I cranked it out, all that’s left now is the walk (May 18th). Let’s call it my nearly forgotten masterpiece. My schedule says that I start a 1-year ‘master of public health’ degree in 38 days. It was my mom’s idea. She said, “You need to keep active” (pre- med-school). It sounds crazier to me now than it did last year, when I was accepted and agreed. Now, I feel like some chary, aging showgirl who’s about to be hustled back on-stage. But what’s life without massive compromise? Anyway, don’t cry for me. I’m still sizing it all up, I’ll figure it out. I suppose we’re all out there hustling. It’s our response to slowing med-school admissions, those glitches in the medical, industrial education complex or that’s how the narrative’s shaped, anyway. It’s not the additional work that bothers me, I’m regular worker bee, It’s the perma-threat of loneliness. I’m already packing. Leaving feels real and I'm surfing this maudlin wave tonight—shading deep blue. The simple march of time will take away friends I’ve grown to love. We’ve allegorised and transformed one another by proximity. I’ve really loved it here. . . Songs for this: Graduation (Friends Forever) by Vitamin C Graduation Day by Tony Rivers & The Castaways