Mask of Fear

From behind my disguise I am peeking
Just to see who will care
I stay tucked away so tightly
For the real me inside is scared

It wasn't always like this
I used to be so carefree
I went wherever the wind would take me
Bouncing here and bouncing there

Somewhere in life though
A change inside me took place
I hated what the world bestowed
Upon my loving soul

It seemed the closer I got to people
The further they would drift away
Whether from the grip of death
Or their friendships they were fake

My heart could no longer bear the pain
My soul fell into a deep despair
So I made a mask to present to the world
I only take it off when I'm alone

Maybe one day I'll feel safe enough
My courage it will return
It really is so lonely in here
Behind this mask of fear
Copyright © | Year Posted 2016

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May 15, 2016 at 12:37 PM
I have been there. Then, one day...somehow, I met someone who I felt completely comfortable being myself with. Then it all starts to change. I enjoyed this introspective and vulnerable write. Thanks for sharing this one. **7** -G
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