Mary jane

Have this rage. From youth to old age A world I hate Horrible fate No drugs ever gave me relief My belief Rage can make you fall Loose all Makes life sad Being forever mad I do not drink Except what comes out of a sink I fight But my life is not right I smoke some weed The calmness it does feed Gives me the control I so desperately need Does not get me high I never fly But it calms my mind I find Makes me not so crazy Life is not so hazy Balanced my brain Not so insane All the drugs doctors ever gave me Peace was never to be Autistic mind Life left me behind This gives me a chance To give life a second chance I would cry I want to die But this thought goes away Peace all day Medical wonder this plant Nature gave me Calmness I now see Maybe not a forever cure For sure But helps me see some light Makes the rage not so hard to fight This world I do not understand To me life is not so grand But now I can handle this life Avoid strife Not so willing to fight That feels so right Not man made Their drugs made my light fade Gods little gift Gives my spirit a lift Makes me not so mad For that I am glad Cost me everything this rage Hopefully now I can turn the page I can except no love Except from the Lord above But thanks to this plant And the calmness it does grant I can live I can give My heart Has room for a new start I have hope My life will not end with a rope Long ago I wish I did know Of this little plant from nature A gift if not a cure Maybe I'd still have a wife A chance at life Still feel lonely Not looking for a one and only Blew that chance long ago I know The calm does show I find relief Do not feel so much grief Thank you nature For your special cure