Make Happiness Last Longer

I don't want this to last I just can't undo the past Wish I can though Only God knows I tried... I'm tired and so low I shed my tears and sighed My heart beats on fast My anxieties are so vast Whatever is fixed cannot be broken Whatever is silent can be spoken Abolish chaos from our society Anguish causes us to fear freely You're making me scream in pain You're waking up with an insane brain You've harrassed me with vanity; Morbid, morose madness Please, you're embarrassing me, Reducing me to sadness Positivity of vivacious vitality - come save me... I really don't want this to last... Negativity of vicious insanity - I will be full of bravery... I'll learn from my past...my past... I don't want this to last, this to last - Your passion and desire I can't resist the thought of the past Your optimism I admire I don't want this to last, this to last Live for the future and forget the past Oh, that is what they all say...so, what should I do? I am done with hatred today...why are you full of rue? Satisfaction to the max is what I live for I don't want this to last...this feeling, I adore No more awfully degrading destruction and distraction Your mere words waste away...speak and do with action My worries and fears disappear My head slows down with cheer My darling, I can't just undo everything now I don't want our fearless love to last somehow Stand by my side, my side Something in me has died Deep down inside..I cried, I cried Screw your pitiful pride I keep on telling you - I tried My love, I'm sorry that I lied There's no where else I can hide You got my tongue tied I don't want this to last - Happiness that is so vast I don't want this to last - Flourishing faith like never before I am grateful for your pure consideration I am terrible for not completely trusting you and I lost hope entirely I am disgraceful for being in hesitation I am feeling marvelous due to your beneficial, blissful bravery Tribulations come and go My train of thought is heartfelt with loneliness Grief-stricken just like you My pain is pouring rapidly like rain of hopelessness I gave it my all, my all and I made a fantastic fall I bit the bullet willingly I walk into shallow shadows and try to stand tall I get upset regretably Give me a call if you need me as soon as possible I am in appall because you abandoned me You weren't available.... How was I able to function? You left me alone in my hideous skin I don't want this to last - I accept and forgive the past