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Make Happiness Last Longer

I don't want this to last
I just can't undo the past

Wish I can though
Only God knows I tried...
I'm tired and so low
I shed my tears and sighed

My heart beats on fast
My anxieties are so vast
Whatever is fixed cannot be broken 
Whatever is silent can be spoken 

Abolish chaos from our society
Anguish causes us to fear freely
You're making me scream in pain
You're waking up with an insane brain

You've harrassed me with vanity;
Morbid, morose madness
Please, you're embarrassing me, 
Reducing me to sadness

Positivity of vivacious vitality - come save me...
I really don't want this to last...
Negativity of vicious insanity - I will be full of bravery...
I'll learn from my past...

I don't want this to last, this to last -
Your passion and desire
I can't resist the thought of the past
Your optimism I admire

I don't want this to last, this to last
Live for the future and forget the past
Oh, that is what they all, what should I do?
I am done with hatred today...why are you full of rue?

Satisfaction to the max is what I live for
I don't want this to last...this feeling, I adore
No more awfully degrading destruction and distraction
Your mere words waste away...speak and do with action

My worries and fears disappear 
My head slows down with cheer
My darling, I can't just undo everything now
I don't want our fearless love to last somehow 

Stand by my side, my side
Something in me has died
Deep down inside..I cried, I cried
Screw your pitiful pride

I keep on telling you - I tried
My love, I'm sorry that I lied
There's no where else I can hide
You got my tongue tied

I don't want this to last -
Happiness that is so vast
I don't want this to last -
Flourishing faith like never before

I am grateful for your pure consideration
I am terrible for not completely trusting you and I lost hope entirely
I am disgraceful for being in hesitation
I am feeling marvelous due to your beneficial, blissful bravery 

Tribulations come and go
My train of thought is heartfelt with loneliness
Grief-stricken just like you
My pain is pouring rapidly like rain of hopelessness

I gave it my all, my all and I made a fantastic fall
I bit the bullet willingly
I walk into shallow shadows and try to stand tall
I get upset regretably

Give me a call if you need me as soon as possible
I am in appall because you abandoned me 
You weren't available....
How was I able to function?
You left me alone in my hideous skin

I don't want this to last -
I accept and forgive the past

Copyright © | Year Posted 2019

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Date: 2/27/2019 7:34:00 PM
A good write dear poet!
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Date: 2/27/2019 10:35:00 PM
Thank you =)
Date: 2/27/2019 7:33:00 PM
You're a really strong writer! :) Liked your poem. Do you also write songs?
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Date: 2/27/2019 10:36:00 PM
Thank you so much! Yes, I write lyrical songs.. There are tons of them on here. -JWE