Mad at myself

Mad at Myself" I'm trapped in desire's deadly snare A siren's lure, beyond reason's care This girl, a killer, with tricks up her sleeve Playing games, to manipulate and deceive She craves the blood I bleed Feasting on my heart's every need Greedy for control, she weaves her spell I'm mad at myself, for falling under her spell I'm the king of this game, or so I claim Yet she outmaneuvers, leaving me to shame I underestimated her cunning guile Now I'm lost, in this toxic trial Melodies haunt my mind A bittersweet refrain, forever left behind Like singing alone, in the dark of night Addicted to a bad song, with no end in sight I'm mad at myself, for giving in To desires that poison, and temptations that spin I know better, yet I succumb A prisoner of passion, forever undone This poisonous allure, a deadly charm I must break free, before it does me harm But oh, the struggle, the endless fight Against the darkness, that consumes the light.