Loves influence

I did notice that they do something wrong. But when it was not related to me, but others, when the "do" was replaced with a "did" I didn't saw a reason to not share my love to the person either way. Either way? But they don't even love you how you do. I thought sharing love is not something bad. And it is not, indeed. Who can say no to laughter or smiles? Still it will fill your body with liquid that might change your hair, the way your eyes speak, if you smile from the side or show your smile lines, will you eat less to share the food?, will you waste money?, do you still like wearing pink?, since when did you start Smoking? Drinking?. The World suddenly Sets you in areas where you will not see him anymore. You think it is him. "I am not someone who shares", oh you will when you are with him. "I am not someone who talks much.", but you did when you were with him. "I don't like wearing black", didn't you wore the same Black dress after he complimented you innit? "I don't like taking lessons", then how did you accept to love? Love is a lesson. Not to be learned. Even though it repeated, you never saw the person twice in the other. Just when they repeated the words too. With love comes growth. I didn't understand what it meant. I wanted to act like that we didn't seperated in bad ways and even though the person I know hate just did the same things the other person did. You didn't change but just got more firm. And trust me someone will be there and break the facade. Well...the facade will always breaks after you fall inlove again. When you hear them just smiling at you, calling your name.