Loved At Points

I feel loved at points in my life Sometimes I don't at all I can be pushed around and yelled at daily In the end, I always fall I have never understood love Or what it really meant All I know is that love hurts And that, I can't repent I listen to my orders I stand up straight and tall Wishing someone would hear me Knowing that I'm crying in the hall Some days I just brush it off Letting it all go Being who I would like to be But hiding in it all I'm alone in my mind But I know inside I'm dying before your eyes