Love Trigger Trauma -
She asks me,
from a sense of curiosity
commandeering the comfort of her heart,
like clouds spilling a thousand secrets,
How are you feeling...
I want to suffer alone tonight...
But you can't be alone,
you have Me...
I just need the echo of darkness tonight...
But you can't be alone,
You have me...
I just need the echo of darkness tonight...
I can be your darkness...
You're so beautiful,
even in the darkness...
Just stay with me...
I want to stay with you...
What upset you,
tell me my Love...
I just want quiet pain tonight...
I love you...
I will see you in the dawn my Luv...
A love trauma storm
has begun to soak my splitting soul
with a million volts of ageless ache,
memories of innocence voicing exuberance
pulses of naivety needing nothing more
than a simple vibrant kiss
on a virgin nerve,
being struck by the shock
of multiple hearts held in one avericious hand,
experiencing vein ripping rage,
learning that divided loyalty
is a lip smack lasceration
that can only be stitched by tears true,
and lonely moments soothed by gratitude
gaslit into a nausea that ruptures
the rock of devotion into a wilting will,
I have known both faces of love,
the one that makes the heart of a Man
a fortress of flame and a beast of lust,
and the one that makes a Man
the sword of a rogue warlord,
I also know that love is a monster
of awesome appetite relentless,
love will devour you to the bone,
and that love will resurrect you
from despair seemed certainty,
Through my conquest of internal confliction,
I have realized as rain in free fall,
that love is a conviction in real heartbeat,
a love ethic raw on the tongue of Time,
that the purpose of passion
is not to please you
but to preserve you,
to make meaning of your eyes,
We choose our conflicts
as desire chooses a target,
I'll be your target as long as you set me on fire,
let's not make love a battle between
the subjective and the objective,
let's make it an inviolable truth alive today,
let's say goodbye to expectations
and to judgements rude,
let's just love one another with pure intent,
no conflict, no prediction,
no hesitation from hell,
My Luv, it's now dawn,
embrace me as Venus to flesh renewed,
I am your truth of wild taste,
and I your touchstone of life,
together we are poetry in primal ink...
J.A.B.
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