Love Once Seemed As Kind As Air

i feel like writing my heart out and i dont care who reads it feels like been silent too long now these words i cant keep it eats me alive building up inside trying to hide but these thoughts they linger in my mind dead from love and loving nothing completes me. I glance down at dismal surroundings I go from love to hate and then when hate is gone it feels like there's nothing.. My sad soul forgot its pride but worse to trust my own mind, fixed strainedly on the vacant air lay in unspeakable despair.. i stare and glance in awe shaking my head like i dont care dont even think or dare im warning you so beware Love once seemed kind as air but now it seems hard to bear that he might be no longer there..