Love Me

Got me running circles in my head. 4 am, alone on the couch, feeling half dead. i cant tell if you are a reality, because right now, you've got me walking in my sleep I'm half way there and i'm half way gone, i'm stuck inside my mind, sinking below the surface yet flying so high. I never knew, that you could, kill me with your words, kicked me out, i'm on the ground covered in dirt, you broke me you bent me you played me like a fool. I just cant believe that i would think, that you ever loved me too, I was almost there but now i'm lost, feels like I've gone blind no, there's no need to worry, i'm used to being left behind You kissed me you killed me you turned and walked away and i saw it coming, i only wish i hadn't stayed. Its 2 am, i'm alone again, with your empty promises, if my pain has granted you happiness in the end then i would hurt myself a million times if that's what you want my friend. Ill break my bones, and ill break my heart over the memories of our past and ill package them with ribbons and bows, and you'll loves me at last drug me love me promise me one thing that once i'm gone, you'll dance on my broken hearts remains, kill me, fill me, up to the brim with lies, and Its still me, the real me just in a broken disguise