Love Letter Never Sent

It has been a long time since I have heard your voice I cannot remember the tone, but I remember how it made me feel inside I don't have any recent pictures of you but in my mind I recognize your smile and I cannot help but smile myself when I imagine you there I miss you more than anything else in my life and I am fearful that I may become one of those people who never recovers I see them everywhere now the hollow expressions the people alone that is so unmistakably sad I always felt sorry as I passed them never thinking I would become part of that group My mind at least takes over where my heart cannot go. I don't dwell on the bad things shared instead I choose to remember the good When it was good it was so very good, even Great and I use to think to myself, I hope the Gods that be don't get jealous of us and take it all away I don't ever remember fighting if any, I just remember your leaving me behind. I guess things are as they should be and you have moved on and started your new life I have to keep reminding myself that we are not together any longer. One of the hardest things for me is not being able to share with you. No more Sunsets, or walks on the beach, no more tasting recipes made for two. There are so many no mores I cannot write them all down When one is young and starting a new life there seems to be so much ahead, but when we can count the years ahead as I do now, precious time is all we have and what a heartfelt loss this all has been Everyday for all of my life I will remember you I will wish you well and send you my love, no matter how far until I am no longer here or I can no longer remember. You were a precious and wonderful moment in my life. One of which I know will never come again...