Love Diaster

When I asked you did you love me,you said you didn't know. I asked you again and you said it was all for show. When I said that I loved you,you didn't really care I guess that the love we had wasn't really there. When you said that you'll always be there for me,it wasn't really true. I guess I felt stupid enough to even fall for you. when I told you that I hated you, you said you hated me too. But when you broke my heart all I did was think of you. Then you call two or three times a day expecting me to answer. Then I finally do and you tell me you have cancer. Your telling me that you love me and always will. But I tell you if I love you back are you going to be foreal. Then I had a dream that you silently passed away, and then I wake up with a voicemail the following next day. Now I'm at your funeral filled with tears. I felt like I've known you for many years. I wish I just had that one more day to tell you everything all that I should say. Now I'm moving on and your still in my heart. Now is a new day and I'm starting on a fresh start.