LOST IN NOVEMBER

songer.co/song/jn9xmquvqwg9g8vp8gl13tyf [Verse 1] I remember the chill in the air, When you said goodbye, like you didn’t care. Your words cut deep, left me bare, But I stayed silent, pretending I was fine. You walked away, said you needed space, That freedom would bring you back to grace. But in your eyes, I saw a trace Of something we couldn’t leave behind. [Pre-Chorus] I thought I’d be fine, Thought I’d find my way, But the nights were long, and the days were gray. Told myself I’d be alright— Still haunted by your goodbye. [Chorus] Now you’re free, but I’m stuck here, Wondering what could’ve been, the love we shared. Was it worth the cost of what we had? If freedom means losing you, then I’m not glad. I’m doing fine now, but can’t you see? Freedom came at the price of me. And now I'm lost, lost forever in November, But I can’t love you the way I used to remember. [Verse 2] Every corner of our old town sings, Of laughter we shared and the joy it brings. But now it's a ghost town echoing pain, Those memories linger like the cold, hard rain. I walk the streets where we used to roam, Feels like I’m searching for a place called home. But the shadows remind me of your face, And the love we built that time can’t erase. [Pre-Chorus] I thought I’d be fine, Thought I’d find my way, But every sunset brings another gray day. Told myself I’d be alright— Yet I’m haunted by your goodbye. [Chorus] Now you’re free, but I’m stuck here, Wondering what could’ve been, the love we shared. Was it worth the cost of what we had? If freedom means losing you, then I’m not glad. I’m doing fine now, but can’t you see? Freedom came at the price of me. And now I'm lost, lost forever in November, But I can’t love you the way I used to remember. [Bridge] Seasons change, but my heart stays cold, Trying to find warmth in stories untold. But your laughter echoes, it still calls to me, Like a haunting melody that won’t set me free. [Outro] Lost in November, with the memories we made, Chasing shadows of love that will never fade. I’m lost in the echoes, longing to feel, Wishing for a time when our love was real.