Lost Forever

I am lost forever I have nowhere to turn I have so little to offer but so much to earn I live in a faceless crowd and i still have seen no life I am all alone forever nothing but pain and strife I can no longer take this I am walking to the bathroom I am opening the cabinet Just to end the gloom I am climbing into the tub now I lift the razor to my hand I am closing my eyes now can this really be the end I think of all my misery and I remembered all my pain and then I held my breath and I knew i had nothing to gain I felt the razor cutting the pain shot through my arm MY head just started ringing As would an alarm Now the world is dark And nothing is the same I got so sick of life That i ended my life in shame I can see all the faces now the ones from in the crowd i can hear what they are saying they are talking oh so loud Now i know what i did was wrong My life was supposed to be And all the faces are staring and they are all staring at me people are everywhere crying over my choice And now they will never understand They will never hear my voice but if you think that death is the only way out think again my friend because death aint what life is about