Lost Control

I’m trying to stay in control I’ve lost so much of me today Please someone tell me it’s ok I’m not as strong, I’m feeling weak My heads spinning, no heart left to hold The masks I wear hide all my pain I’m praying for me to stay afloat Not wanting this world to cause me to sink To see this pain in my eyes I do hide Remove this mask, tears fall like rain Put it to the side, don’t run and hide Won’t try and scare you away, please stay All this misery, I’ve kept it locked up Just come closer to me, you will see The real me, locked up far away Deep inside becoming hostile