Lost

I had lost myself for awhile, I lost myself in something horrid, I thought I could carry on without writing, Without expressing how I truly feel without having to sit, Sit with someone and tell them how I am trembling at night, They could hear my voice crack, Only because I am on the verge of tears, I am someone who doesn't open up quite easily, But once you see me lay there, Tears streaming down my blushed cheeks, Me, Not moving, Just because of the fact, A small fragment of me enjoys it, Enjoys the refreshing feeling, Of the warm tears experiencing a journey, Down my heated face, I do not open up to others, Only because I do not want to know if others hurt like I do, I never want another to feel the pain I have suffered, Maybe we all need to become lost in ourselves