Losing You

I wake up this morning and what did I find a cold lonely bed with empty bottles of wine cold water on my face but still my head is groggy I,m trying to think clear but my minds so foggy I know i am losing my mind that much I know is true but the part that's killing me is losing you wasn't it just last night we talk on the telephone before you got on the plane I beg you to come back home but you had your ticket and you didn't care you left me here broken as your plane take off in the air you said I will be okay that you know I'm strong but if you can see me now you will know you were wrong you know I love cooking and writing poems for you and you know when you leave i don't know what to do I know its only one week but it seems like years I try my best to fight it but cant win against my tears you left me like a dinner table without any sitting chairs you left me to cry a river that's flowing to nowhere I don't know why I love you love is something cant be explain but all I know is since you left me I have no desire to live again I know I am losing a grip on life its slowly sliding out the door but he part that's really killing me is that you don't care for me no more seems like just last night but it so long ago god created women so men wont be lonely no more I guess it wasn't for me or no one told you so cause if they did you wont have left me and go I know i am losing my mind that much I know is true but the part that's killing me is losing you