Losing Grip On Memories

I bet you think you know me A smile on my face A laugh in the air My world has not a care But that’s not the truth Im a deciver I hide behind this lie My face is a Mirror of what you all need to see But Im lost inside Hidden in the darkness of loss No one sees me If you knew how I feel deep down You wouldn’t love me Couldn’t Shouldn’t… I miss her in my world I miss my best friend I miss my other half… Life can be so cruel making us strong people say One day I plan to leave this place And run away from thoughts and memories They tell me im lucky, and I know I am. But I am sad and lost So I am leaving I promise Ill come back one day After Ive seen what I need to see And this brokenness inside me finally starts healing