Losing Grip of Reality Chapter 2

Reminded of the past when I should be the future
Tortured by the voices in my head
Tortured by the voices in my head
They whisper lies in my head
They whisper lies in my head
In the dead of night,
I feel like you are so far away from my reach
After a rainstorm, there is a rainbow
After a rainstorm, there is a rainbow
Easily led astray by the mindset of “I don’t care”
All I do is drift away…as the music scars my heart

Indignation and pity makes me feel shitty
Outrageous, crazy crowds triumphantly shout in admiration
The emblems in movies flash before my very eyes  
Voices in my head, blaring out their lies and lullabies 
Losing grip of reality
Losing grip of reality
Bruising my self-esteem
Unbuckle me from this nightmare of a dream
Was I living my dream?

Reminded of the past when I should be the future
Tortured by the voices in my head
Tortured by the voices in my head
They whisper lies in my head
They whisper lies in my head
In the dead of night,
I feel like you are so far away from my reach
After a rainstorm, there is a rainbow
After a rainstorm, there is a rainbow
Easily led astray by the mindset of “I don’t care”
All I do is drift away…as the music scars my heart

If only long ago, I made the right decisions…
Now, I’m running missions…running missions…
Receiving recognition and gaining recurring intuition
Remorse went off course…
But, of course, I will keep sane
Defile not the petitions of the heart 
I implore you to keep moving on
I explore you with my ever-longing eyes…
It hurts me to say this, but you have gone away
You have gone away
Drifting away with the multitude,
No longer lost in a multitude, 
Still holding on to the attitude of gratitude 
Repentance is the only way out of this darksome depression

I breathe in and out in the atmosphere of fear & I'm weeping like an infant
In the dark of night, God's light disappears 
Satisfaction unfolds possibilities of joyous lament
No longer concealing my showers of tears
I breathe in and out in the atmosphere of fear & I'm weeping like an infant
In the dark of night, God's light disappears 
Satisfaction unfolds possibilities of joyous lament
No longer concealing my showers of tears
I breathe in and out in the atmosphere of fear & I'm weeping like an infant
In the dark of night, God's light disappears 
Satisfaction unfolds possibilities of joyous lament
No longer concealing my showers of tears
No longer concealing my showers of tears

Losing Grip of Reality 
Losing my mind and infatuated with insanity

Copyright © | Year Posted 2015



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