Losing Grip of Reality Chapter 2

Reminded of the past when I should be the future Tortured by the voices in my head Tortured by the voices in my head They whisper lies in my head They whisper lies in my head In the dead of night, I feel like you are so far away from my reach After a rainstorm, there is a rainbow After a rainstorm, there is a rainbow Easily led astray by the mindset of “I don’t care” All I do is drift away…as the music scars my heart Indignation and pity makes me feel shitty Outrageous, crazy crowds triumphantly shout in admiration The emblems in movies flash before my very eyes Voices in my head, blaring out their lies and lullabies Losing grip of reality Losing grip of reality Bruising my self-esteem Unbuckle me from this nightmare of a dream Was I living my dream? Reminded of the past when I should be the future Tortured by the voices in my head Tortured by the voices in my head They whisper lies in my head They whisper lies in my head In the dead of night, I feel like you are so far away from my reach After a rainstorm, there is a rainbow After a rainstorm, there is a rainbow Easily led astray by the mindset of “I don’t care” All I do is drift away…as the music scars my heart If only long ago, I made the right decisions… Now, I’m running missions…running missions… Receiving recognition and gaining recurring intuition Remorse went off course… But, of course, I will keep sane Defile not the petitions of the heart I implore you to keep moving on I explore you with my ever-longing eyes… It hurts me to say this, but you have gone away You have gone away Drifting away with the multitude, No longer lost in a multitude, Still holding on to the attitude of gratitude Repentance is the only way out of this darksome depression I breathe in and out in the atmosphere of fear & I'm weeping like an infant In the dark of night, God's light disappears Satisfaction unfolds possibilities of joyous lament No longer concealing my showers of tears I breathe in and out in the atmosphere of fear & I'm weeping like an infant In the dark of night, God's light disappears Satisfaction unfolds possibilities of joyous lament No longer concealing my showers of tears I breathe in and out in the atmosphere of fear & I'm weeping like an infant In the dark of night, God's light disappears Satisfaction unfolds possibilities of joyous lament No longer concealing my showers of tears No longer concealing my showers of tears Losing Grip of Reality Losing my mind and infatuated with insanity