Losing All Control

You kiss me and I fall in love all over again. You make me feel like I belong with you. you know me the best. But that’s not an excuse anymore. I can move on, I am strong. You don’t know me because if you did you wouldn’t hurt me this way. You know I’m sad, scared and need you here, but you pull away and tell me not today. It’s all a game and you’re in control I follow because I thought we had something good. But what is good? I don’t know. You say things to make me think you care about me . That i'm good enough for you but i'm the fool. Your just dragging me along. I ’m breaking down with ever mile we go. My heart is too weak to handle your blows. I am so low to the ground when you are around I hope and wish your presence would bring me back But it doesn’t because when you leave reality hit and I’m just the girl you fool around with. Why do I hope for more every time you walk out that door? Why do I want to beg and plead for you to come back. Why am I addicted to you when you’re bad?