Looking back

Being stuck in the past Life passes so fast Days go by Seems to fly Sometimes I wonder where the days all went Was it time well spent When I am looking back The memories seem to attack When did this day become night Will time make things right Staying in the fight Living one day at a time Looking for the right rhyme With myself I am sometimes at peace , then times I am at bitter war Do I deserve more Lost all What a fall I make myself crazy wondering why To love is to cry Afraid to give my heart Afraid to make any kind of new start A hermit living wild I am still that child Somewhere in my mind I never left him behind I find I stand apart Face any thing I fear Except a tear Is love real If a heart you can steal I know a heart can break That is the chance you take Then find out maybe love is fake Hearts never heal But continue to feel Still I want nothing, yet I want it all A chance to stand tall Afraid to try Sitting here wondering why A night ... so bright... Lost in the moonlight Yesterday comes back to haunt My heartbeat does taunt Telling me I am still here Never fear Who would ever wish to hold me dear Night is now day But even that will never stay Today Tomorrow Some days I find my land of no sorrow Give or take It is the choices I make I would rather stay free No one else I would rather see Just my dog and I Living under the sky Watching time go by