Look Back

Long, tiresome...
How sad of a look on such a beautiful face.
I feel warmth, desire,..a rebellion is rising
Confused by the repeatable noise of a past so dark and gloomy.

I should not look back, I will not. 

But the passion and love are irresistible
So I wonder...
One and two and three;
Memories just passing through

I should not look back I will not

But it calls and stares,
 it takes my every breath 
And I fight...I do...but....
How do you fight yourself
Do I look to Him and know it will be alright,
Or do I just trust?

But the smell, oh it's intoxicating ...
And they return, 
 one after another the memories rush back ...
and I'm powerless

I should not go back, but I look...
What will happen now?
Copyright © | Year Posted 2013

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Agustin Avatar
October 9, 2025 at 10:45 PM
Thanks for sharing this... exposing your thoughts through your unique poetic style. Meanwhile, I greet you with the love of the Lord, expressed by John 3:16 of the Bible, "For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life." Be blessed.
A  Avatar
January 30, 2016 at 11:33 AM
MATEA, A great pleasure to find and read your pen today. Love -- SKAT --
Manassian Avatar
August 23, 2013 at 9:15 PM
Welcome to PS,my dear....Fantastic write!!!!! You will go far...
Chircop Avatar
August 23, 2013 at 4:36 PM
So many questions and memories to hold on while growing distant.I love these emotions penned-Well done
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