Longing For the Stars
My mind is always a million miles away
I long for a better time...I long for a better day
There’s nothing in this life that turns me on
If it weren’t for Mondo, I’d pass and be gone
I have no desire to be here at this time
I feel that God putting me here is a crime
I feel like a chess piece on his old worn out board
Why would he do this to me?...my father...my Lord
What does he get out of seeing me suffer?
Instead of life getting better, it just keeps getting tougher
Life really stinks, I hate being here
There’s only one thing here that I hold dear
Amondo Michael Cole you are the one
You are my moon, you are my sun
You are the light that makes my darkness disappear
I just wish that you were near
It is so hard to be away from you
I’m always sad...I’m always blue
The days just keep rolling on
I often wonder when I’ll be gone
I will leave this place and travel back to Saturn
I will be out in the stars as I watch this place burn
All of the low life people will melt away
Leaving you and I to make our way
Back out into the stars where we belong
Putting us here was totally wrong
We never belonged here...we’re too good for this place
If God were here...I’d tell him to his face
I’d tell him I am angry, but I’m glad I was led to you
Only a loving god would do that for me and that’s true
So when the hard times get to be too much
I clear my head and think of your touch
God knew he could not get through to me so he sent you
You are real, you are honest, you are good, you are true
You swept me off of my feet with your first letter
Things just keep getting better and better
I know you love me more each day
I can feel you and I have to say
Thank you so much for coming into my life
I cannot wait to be your wife
You have made my life complete
No other can could ever compete
There’s only you and I forever
We’ll travel the stars...we’ll leave here together
Never to return...for the stars are our home
Forever with you...never will I roam
You are the brightest star that shines in my world
We are twilight in the netherworld
We are beautiful as long as we’re together
For us to shine we need forever
We can never let the other burn out
There can be no questions and no doubts
You have to know I love you as much as I do
You have to know my love is true
I also need the same from you
I need the love you had when we flew
Away to Saturn the first time around
You picked me up off the ground
You wrapped me in your big black wings
You took me on to better things
Then we got separated and came here
I was gripped with sadness...I was gripped with fear
I had no light left inside of me
You shined your light and made me free
Then the demons came rushing in
Everything I said and did was full of sin
I was like a demon overnight
You knew something was wrong...things just weren’t right
You came to me in a dream
Your light was on me like a strong beam
It soaked through me and set me ablaze
I have never been so filled with light...never been so amazed
Your love has got me in a daze
My soul you lifted...my soul you raised
You brought me out of the darkness where I was residing
I was tired of dying...I was tired of hiding
Then I woke up to the madness I created
I would have been fine had I waited
To talk to you again to make me see
This darkness I am in is no way to be
You need to force me into the light with you
I want to be done with these demons...I want to be through
I don’t know what else to do
I need you to pull me through with your love that’s true
They say true love conquers all
Don’t let me slip...don’t let me fall
The abyss is constantly calling my name
I am living with regrets...I am living in shame
Then you came along and, my soul, you tried to claim
You perfected your shot and your arrow you aimed
At my heart and pulled me back to you again
One day we’ll get over...one day we’ll win
These demons are not going to take me from you
I don’t care what I have to do
I have searched my whole life for a love that’s true
And that love, my love, comes from you
Yes, my love, you will take me back to the stars
You’ll take away all of my pain and heal all my scars
For to the stars we must return
There’s nothing left here for me to learn
I found you, my love...my shining star
And for you, with God, I’d go to war
There’s no limit to my love...I want more
You are the one that I adore
You came to me when I was damaged goods
I talked to you and you understood
No one has ever gotten me before
They always run and shut the door
You opened your door and your heart wide open to me
It is only with you that I can be free
We have a short while left on this earth, my dear
After that everything will be made quite clear
We’ll understand what all this meant
We’ll understand how we were heaven sent
We fell together and lost each other
No one else can give us what we need...we’d never recover
We need each other’s love to continue to grow
It is not for other beings to understand or know
We are different you and I
My reason for being here...I now know why
I was to find you before I die
When the time comes for me to fly
You will see me passing by
Telling you how much I love you and I’ll wait for you
You will fly over and meet me...this is true
If only other people knew
What it’s like for me and you
No one has a love like ours
We belong together in the stars
Here we go, baby, take my hand
We’re out in space on demand
We fly away to Saturn so fantastic
She’s so beautiful and so majestic
To the stars, baby, light the way
Never to return to earth another day
We are on to bigger and better things
No one could picture this in their dreams
The site is so magical and amazing
No more hoping...no more gazing
Out in the stars we’ll forever be together as one
With a love much brighter than the sun
We’ll shine our light on each other as we pass Mars
Here we go...back to the stars
Copyright © Angela Freeman | Year Posted 2017
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