Loneliness

Committing my thoughts to paper instead Of keeping them locked up safe in my head Is something I fail to do each day For the voice in my head has something to say. Opinions that matter to me seem to bleed From my heart and my soul with a passionate need To hold to account all those that have turned This innocent girl so scarred and so burned By malicious tongues that stab in the dark Tearing apart what's left of her heart With words constructed of tissue and lies Leaving her empty which I hate and dispise For I love the fact that I feel for you all And would happily catch you if ever you fall To prop you up To help you stand tall. To hand you that phone To help make that call And talk to the girl that you claim to adore Even though I loved her before She knew you existed When I had that chance To walk over to her and ask her to dance My timing and luck We're so out of sync On that day I first saw her And caused me to think Of happily dying In that sexy girls arms Instead she succumbed to my best friend's fake charms. Words that were empty And so full of lies Are spat at me now As I burn your disguise Of being the lover I know that your not Of having no substance Of unearthing your plot To bed this woman To add to to her pain For you've done this before Well never again. I am in love With this girl you lust for I am the one For this woman for sure As the sun rises on the loneliest days As eggs are eggs As corn turns to maize I am the constant You come and go I give my heart To the woman you stole. So when you have burned her The way that I was Don't knock on my door For comfort because Although I claim friendship It what we have now Your treatment of others Sits wrong with me now.