London i only want deluxe version

baby have you seen? the big clock on the street have you seen my smile like happy when i talk about london i only want london is my life i want to be there to have a good life kit conner gonna be my husband might have his child but all i know is london i only want i wanted to write page there escapism from our toxic house who was build with silence and no thoughts and now i pray for their forgiveness got sad when i got to know london is for people like you not me i shake and break people's heart how can i make one in britain? no father i'm fine just show me the green sign but it was yellow all the time (hidden it was red) crying cussing my own blood thinking it must be fun if i didn't had him cause if homophobia wasn't that damn in the place i live in because of people in my college i would never dreamed about london but i still want to see big ben with hopes in my eyes still waiting for a sign maybe facing karma from people whom i broke hearts cause i was too nice