Living Lie
what do u do when you're living a lie
and no matter how fast you run
or where you go there's no place to hide
as you try to survive
pain like being burned alive from the inside
they say after a while you become what you pretend to be
but that is a false statement for me
i pretended to be unbreakable but i'm broken by the memories i see
i'll never be free
and i dont even know how i started living a lie
hell who can play mind games better than i
most people struggle in mind games and i dont even try
yeah im a prick
im a dick
i make people sick
both physically
and mentally
turning people suicidal is an easy trick
look there i go again
why do i always commit the same damn sin
i guess its because its been
used on me by a girl i weigh a 10
and i pretend i dont care
but i do its just life isn't fair
and my views and opinions count nowhere
i'm so out of place its like i'm drowning in air
where do i belong
why are all my beliefs wrong
why did i hide for so long
why is it all comming out now
while i'm stressed out because i don't know how
i'm gonna complete this task im assaigned
true friendship is hard to find
Copyright © Nathan Stobbs | Year Posted 2009
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