Lived a Lie
An ill-formed conception of life, is mine
What once was truth, is now false
What once was accepted, swiftly rejected
What once was common belief is now something I must take back
I watched my past float away in a cloud of smoke
When I saw it in front of me
Clear-cut, undoubtedly mine, I stared
Wide eyed, confused, and awestruck
That I had lived a lie
Sitting in the dark, utter disbelief
The blackness reflected my terror
The feelings I felt were unreal, and yet
I felt like there was a purpose
I had a sense of purpose
Looking blankly into a magazine paper, infused with incredibility
Knowing I had lived a lie
I had lived a lie
I had lived comfortably
Because what I thought was true
Now I live in fear
And in constant observation
Because I had lived a lie
Copyright © David Bruce | Year Posted 2009
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