Like When I Was a Toddler

Like when I was a toddler the LORD was there picking me back up and putting me back on my feet and HE said HE carried me like footprints in the sand and if I care to be greater than what I what I care to be I don't know I feel just so rare in me And why was they looking back on me I guess because they could never get the wrath they pulled the sword out and tried to stab me set in an ambush an blinded me and why was I trying to be a big balla when I had everything Momma helped me out so much then I give a lot of my trust and I thought I was going to make it but I got busted now I can't even rap about it can't even talk about it I guess I need to wrap it up and put it back up in the closet skeletons falling down everytime I look at it and I don't know where to look at I look under the bed and a monsters there But tell me why would a monster care for anything that's responsible they taught me to be responsible for my actions from that accident realizing and providing that I'm on your mind and I'm refining it