Like every other day, why am I still suprised?

In front of the table we stood all, waiting for our teacher bringing glue. During that time, we started cutting out paper. He approached us, standing next to me. Ah, he is okay with standing next to me. Why didn't he just stand- I chose not to dwell much into it. Please, keep the promise. As they were giving the paper around a circle, they kinda forgot me. He had the scissors now. I offered his my hand. Maybe he will give it to me? He just passed it to michael. Michael is his bestfriend I mean why wouldn't he. But if he really feels a sort of distance towards me, why do I wonder? I blocked him. After he thought everything was "sorted out" I still looked at him deadly. I didn't wave or tell him good evening anymore. My responses were brief and not very trying to listen to him. I thought I could start to try to put it together. That day I unblocked him was sunday morning, this happend now, today, monday. Why god do you want to keep these things how they are?