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Like a sick horse

Yes mother I feel, I can feel my head turning inisde out

it hurts so much oh please please could you hold me for a minute or half

i can feel every inch of me turning and twisting and breaking 

i see my eyes pop out of my head along with my heart and a bit of my brain

please dont let me die alone not tonight 

I dont want to go on my own

can I hold your hand as I slowly pass away just one time

I speak nonsense im so afriad everything hurts so bad

my bones feel very weak I  just need to lay down for a bit

the fatuige is killing me everyday

i can no longer think all i want is to sleep 

please hold me for a minute or half i dont want to go on my own tonight

youre sleeping and dreaming while i try not to wake everyone up with my hoarsely loud cries

I hold my mouth with shaking hands

eyes focusedon the blade

skin wet with fresh blood

im so teribbly afraid that i did this to myself

headache is eating me alive i cannot sleep but im so tired 

im so alone and so expired 

constant needles in the head along with feeling of weak legs 

I can barley walk or talk let me fall into our arms and rest for eternity 

im like a sick horse 

theres no hope

someone should help me and you know what is the only right solution

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